Saturday, February 26, 2005
12:28 PM Y
Post title : O level
♥ You'll never know the real me.
time realli flies..3 more days to taking our O level results..feel more and more nervous and stressed sia..afraid that my english and humanities cannot make it,then i cannot stay in jj anymore..jj is a realli good school,coz you will definitely feel that everyone is bonded as 1 family and u can feel the jj spirit there...jjc rocks~!realli realli hope i can stay in there,even though college work may be stressed, in there,can both work hard and play hard,and the food there is realli tasty,now getting fatter each day..haha..aniwae,these few daes keep praying and praying that i can get the results i wished to get,and of course praying for my dear frenz out there...actually thought we would be taking results today but in the end we have to wait until monday..what the hell...they want to torture us is it?have to wait for 3 more daes before taking our results..sianz...gonna have mental preparation before stepping into the hall,and realli hope i will not cry for myself or for anybody..good luck guys~!I had not gone to school for 2 days-Thursday and today..slacker sia...but actually it's not my intention to pon school for 2 days for no reason,our JJ principal Mr Koh said we can dont go to school for these 2 days~!shiok lehz,but not many of us heard what he said,we got this piece of information from our classmates who said tt mr koh had said it himself...whateva...these 2 days almost went out the whole day...had great fun coz we do not have to face our homework and tutorials for 2 days~!we juz played and enjoyed ourselves,and oso to relax for a few days before getting our results...of course felt a bit heartpain coz i had spent alot of money dring these 2 days for different purposes..haha..Will i be able to keep my promise?Or that promise is made to be broken?
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
3:08 PM Y
Post title : Sentosa flowers
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Last Saturday went to Sentosa with my frenz from queenstown for a sort of a gathering..but i didnt went there for long,reach there at about 11 plus and i had to leave at 2 plus bcoz i had to go to other places in e night..actually felt a little stupid going there bcoz i only stayed there for 3 hours plus,and i didnt get e chance to see some of my other frenz such as Peggy and gang...sad sia...but at least i get e chance to see e others,so there are pros and cons..i leave Sentosa together with my bez fren xuemei,b4 we left Sontosa,we went to see e "Sentosa Flowers" which was a sort of an exhibition of different kinds of flowers..oh my god~!The flowers were so beautiful,as if i juz stepped into a paradise!even though i sound abit exaggerating,it is really true..e flowers there were so pretty tt we wished we could pluck some...haha..i suggest all of you should go and visit,coz it was truly amazing,but muz be fast coz it's going to end soon...Today i had my PC(Physical Conditioning) which is sort of PE...we were so lucky to have such a great PC teacher around...he is very lenient with us,at 1st he told us to run 2 rounds in lane 8 but we beg him and he allowed us to run in lane 2 and 3 and we can jog as slow as we want...then we did some sit-ups,half-squat and stuff...he is a realli nice and fun teacher,not fierce at all...thanx to him,we had e most interesting PC lesson we ever had...hope our PC can be taught by him every lesson..Actually,these few days i feel rather depressed,i oso dunno why,mayb bcoz i was still thinking about e same incident over and over again,plus some other stuff that i juz knew recently,it's enough to cause me to break down even more...life seems so miserable for mi during these few days,i felt so emotionally and mentally sick,cant really concentrate on certain things nowadays...sianz...now when im alone,i keep pondering about alot of things which i cant realli get it off my mind,it was really a big burden for me to handle...i know i should juz let go of all those stuff,but my mind isnt a computer,i cant juz press delete and they disappear immediately..time heals all things,i believe i will be able to 4get as quickly as possible and get on with my life,as happy as can be...about 10 more days to taking back our O'level result,felt quite stressful actually,i realli hope i can pass my english,no matter is it a C6 or an A1 which i tink is absolutely impossible,as long as i can pass,i will truly be contented,but of coz i hope my grades for other subjects wont disappoint me,hope i can get at least 2-3 A1s...shall pray hard for myself,and for others too...hope everybody can get e results we all expected ourselves to get~!Good luck~!One's heart is like a lift,we muz open e lift doors and allow some people to get out in order to allow some other people to get into the lift..
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
1:15 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
oh no~!Nobody wants to buy jjc "Love Fiesta"funfair tickets from me!!i still left with so much ticket,about $40...i heard my frenz said if after last collection date we still could not sell everything,we have to pay the tickets ourselves!wat the....looks like i have to fork out so much money just for the few unsold tickets...sianz...Aniwae,i shall just repeat my lines again--muz come to our jj funfair~!those who are interested,muz come and buy tickets from me,ok?i realli dn wish to force pple to buy again,otherwise pple will tink im a nuisance...
Today i went back to my sec sch which was queenstown...In the 1st place,i was rather excited about going back..even though our journey to the school was rather long...when i saw all my sec sch frenz,i was really happy and ecstatic...it was such a joy juz to see them,and we were busy wishing one another happy new year...of coz as usual i went around to beg others to buy my ticket but nobody did...i still felt ok at 1st...but something make mi rather unhappy...i dont wish for much,sometimes simple gestures could realli make alot of differences,but i see nothing,only disappointment and sadness...after stepping out of school,i felt very depressed...i tried to be normal,but another incident make me really damn disappointed...i can only say im realli stupid...=(
A few more hours to Chinese New Year...This year's CNY will be rather boring for mi as my family was not going to alot of places,that means i got less angbao to receive...haiz...but i hope after this CNY,i will be able to start afresh...i hope...
I hate myself for following my heart,not my mind...
