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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

11:51 AM Y

Post title : orientation
You'll never know the real me.

Today was the 1st day i wore my jj uniform..feel like i had grown up alot..when i saw some others still wearing their secondary school uniform,i felt as if i was their senior..hehe...anyway,when i wore it,i realised that the uniform is really heavy and thick,but 1 thing good is that when i stayed in the air-conditioned classrooms i wouldnt feel so cold..haha...even though i had to wear the jj uniform from today onwards,i still kept my queenstown uniform in my cupboard..i know some will say im boliao or watever,but to me,this uniform had alot of memories hidden beneath it,and it is 1 of the things that grew up with me from a small kid in sec 1 to a more matured me in sec 4,althought im still childish at times...

Last thurs and fri were orientation days...i felt that the orientation dont seem to be as fun as the 1 i attended when i was in jj for the 1st 3 months..it juz felt..different..abit more sian i guess,especially the programmes..probably is bcoz the ogls in charge are in jc1 also,so it's like kinda weird when the jc1s are tking care of the jc1s...at 1st i thought the problem lies on the ogls who failed to liven the whole atmosphere..but after a scolding by mr leow who is the teacher in charge of the orientation,i realised that fault partly lies on we the 1st intake students..bcoz we tink it was too sian,so we didnt bother to cheer much,and probably due to our attitudes,it affected the 2nd intake students too..so i guess next time we had to cheer as loud as possible...

hmmm...today mi and my frenz were talking about wearing contact lens...suddenly after listening to wat they said,i felt like wearing 1..haha...but 1stly i think is expensive,2nd,im quite scared of wearing coz my degree is too high..i know the degree of my eyesight doesnt affect me wearing contacts,but i still hav e xin li zhang ai there...haiz...

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,but by the moments that take our breaths away..








Wednesday, March 23, 2005

7:33 AM Y

Post title : posting result
You'll never know the real me.

finally i changed my blogskin...hehz...i took a veri veri long time before i get to settle everything coz i hav to add all the links again and again,and i nearly gave up when i couldnt upload the song i put on my bog..luckily after loading a while,i managed to upload it..phew...

today i checked my posting results and as expected,i got into jurong jc coz tt's my 1st choice..juz now one of the ogls called me to tell me about the details for tomorrow..when i heard i need to report at 7am,i felt reaaly sian coz i have to wake up sooo early just to travel to that jc which tks 1 hr for me to travel there..gosh..imagine i had to wake up at 5 plus everyday just to travel to my school,im afraid i cant tahan after 1 yr,and the black eye rings are going to haunt me~!but well,i didnt realli have much jcs for me to choose from coz they are also very far away from my house,so it doesnt make much difference if i chose other jcs...

today stayed at home the whole day..thought my classmates said they were going to have class outing but in the end,there is no single news about that outing..haiz...but the good point is that i can save money..hehez..these few days i was like spending too much money,have to start saving up now before i get bankrupt...

Starting life afresh...i shouldnt be turning back again...








Monday, March 21, 2005

12:16 PM Y

Post title : steamboat
You'll never know the real me.

just last friday i attended both class outings which clashed together-1stly to my jj class outing and 2nd to my 4A class gathering...at 4.30,meet my jc frenz at jurong east mrt preparing to go to chia xuan's house for bbq..haiz..as usual,there would be some people who would be late,so we waited almost half an hour for them...as for the ogls,they were pardoned since they had to attend thier ogl meeting which ended quite late as expected..in the end,we only reached chia xuan's house at about 5.45...as my ex-classmates were meeting at 6.15,i wouldnt make it there on time so i told them i would be late...on the other hand,i stayed at chia xuan's house for only 10 mins then i had to left,it's kinda stupid to travel all the way to west coast to meet them a while and rushed to bugis to meet my ex-classmates,but since i was too bored at home,i just went to meet them,luckily i went to meet my jc frenz,or else i would be the only one who never went..

me and xuemei rushed to bugis to meet dione and guys,but i had been late for 45 mins,and when we reached,that dicky tay kept nagging at us for being late...actually felt quite embarressed to be late for so long,so i didnt really argued back with him...when i heard it's just the same people coming for e gathering,felt realli pathetic..where's e 4A spirit?a gathering should consist of the whole class right?thought it was supposed to be mr foo's treat that day but ended up paying for ourselves...but he's going to treat us next next week..muhahaha...at least he didnt break his promise..the steamboat we ate that day was super lousy sia..pay so much for so little food...sian sia...i swear i would not be going back there again...

Life must still go on..happy or sad...








Thursday, March 17, 2005

6:05 AM Y

Post title : Sarah house
You'll never know the real me.

a few daes never blog le...not realli that busy lahz,but somehow too lazy to write..haha...as usual..aniwae,within these 2 weeks,didnt realli have much to write about coz i seldom go out except school~!bored isa..luckily it's a holiday week now,at least i can go out more often with my frenz..

Last thursday skipped school to go out with my frenz...didnt realli have alot of things to do at the beach,so abit sian..but i managed to see those bunch of guys and gals and "fufil" my task for going there..haha..at least i didnt waste my time going there...but of course there are some things that made me quite sad,but i dont wish to mention..just hope that time can heal my wound very soon..

Last Saturday went to Sarah's house for bbq...at 1st when we went there,saw alot of her frenz from her class and og in jj...feel veri awkward and extra..but luckily sarah brought us up to her house,so we just spent the afternoon playing in her house..at the evening,the bbq started..to our surprise,her bunch of jj frenz went home and left the few of us,so we just shared the pit with her family members and relatives who were quite pleasant to be with..about 9 plus,there were still left quite a lot of food,so we played open numbers,those who lose must finish up the food and drink a cup of soft drink with a bit of alcohol inside...haha,1st time drank alcohol,luckily never drink too much,if not dunno how to go home..it taste rather weird,but it does make me warm.,so i dont realli mind..hehe...after that went home at 11 plus...

I really hope you can step out of my life as soon as possible...=(








Wednesday, March 02, 2005

12:03 PM Y

Post title : O level results
You'll never know the real me.

yipee~!i managed to get 12 points for my O level~!really surprised me when i heard that i got 12 points coz i thot my english and humanities gonna pulled my grades down,and i expected myself to get 16 points and above...felt so thrilled and relieved now,but i dont know whether to stay in jjc or to choose other college such as SAJC...gonna make a very important decision which will affect my future..

Yesterday when i stepped into the hall,felt so nervous and stressed...when we were lining up,the staff members were busy placing all the worksheets and everything in place..time seemed to go so damn slow during that few minutes,and what makes it worst was that the teachers were like strolling in as if there's no sense of urgency and they still dare to be late~!my frenz around me were so nervous that they were making me nervous as well..1 of my frenz jingyi even squeezed my hand until both of our hands were sweaty..haha..and her hands were very cold,can see that she was realli anxious...

When mr lau,our principal,talked about our overall results,we were so elated when we heard that alot of our subjects were above national average,and both physics and bio/chem got 100% pass...our english oso got 94.7% passes~!when i heard that we were all busy congratulating each other...after that,mr lau announced the few people who had 12 points and above,and they muz stand up after hearing their names..firstly he mentioned the few people who got 12 points,he mentioned the few people's name until the last person,i never thought that person is me,when he annouced my name,i was like rooted there,couldnt believe he was calling mi,i was so shocked until i dunno wat to do,until he mentioned my name the 2nd time den i stood up..i nearly stepped on my own skirt and fell down when i stood up,luckily i never make a fool out of myself...so happy when i heard my name~!muz congrats myself for my hard work~!=)

On the other hand,felt sad for some people...when i saw their sad expression on their face,i feel realli sad for them,but for those who scored really well but still felt very sad,that's a different case coz everyone had different expectation...when i saw them,dunno how to console them so i just keep quiet and pray hard they can get over it as soon as possible and get on with life...jia you~!

Should i stay or should i go?







The WitnessY



KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
I can't control the way i am,but i can control the way i live my life.
So welcome to my blog...=)


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She pleadedY

-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
-Wish everyone to be happy and safe always~!

The verdictY

they pleaded her GUILTY.


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