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Thursday, June 26, 2008

1:01 PM Y

Post title : A rare afternn entry..
You'll never know the real me.

Finally i have a break during weekdays..dun have to work today coz our supervisor said we got nothing to do for e moment so she gave us 1 off day..planned to pack my cupboard today but suddenly felt like slacking in front of e com now..so here i am blogging at such a timing which is rather rare..

This morning managed to crawl up to watch euro germany vs turkey,all thanx to e preview channel..and im so excited tt Germany got into e finals! it's quite a tough battle between them,and luckily turkey's miraculous wonders did not work on them this time..haha..and i finally got to see Lukas Poldoski on e pitch again! how i wish he comes to BPL,especially to liverpool..hahaha..anw,hope spain will defeat russia tml morning..and e finals will be so damn exciting! Anticipating~!

Yesterday while i was clearing unwanted documents in my com,i came across and read through e blog entries tt i typed years ago..just realised tt my english back then was rather horrible,with alot of broken english here and there..though my english now still isnt very good,im sure it's alot better..haha..anw,while i was reading through,alot of memories just flashed back,and i felt myself smiling while reading..just feel tt life in e past was really innocent but happy and contented..life is still quite good for me now,but it becomes more complicated and sophisticated..it's not totally a bad thing to hold back to e past,but we shouldn be gripping too tightly to e extent tt we are unable to move on..we should always look ahead,not look back..=)

Sometimes im wondering why life is so unfair to me...there are alot of things tt i wished for but only 1 in a hundred comes true..but recently i just came to realise tt it's not tt im not given enough opportunities,it's bcoz i destroyed them with my own hands..=S








Saturday, June 21, 2008

9:46 PM Y

Post title : Sayonara to my wisdom tooth again!
You'll never know the real me.

Another wisdom tooth of mine was extracted again! this time it was at e bottom right side of my teeth..and this time it was not surgery but really pure extraction! xm sounded as extracting wisdom tooth is my hobby..CHOY! and u will be e next ok...hahaha...

Took half day off and went home straight during lunch time..my mum cooked a big plate of fried noodles with my fav sunny side up for me..wanna fed myself full enough to skip dinner coz i suppose i couldn eat much after e extraction..after tt we drove to e clinic at 2 plus..and after all e waiting and stuff,finally it was extracted and got my hole stitched within 10 mins..e whole procedere was rather scary actually..haha..and i was rather uncomfortable with e pain sia..=(

Obviously today i din step out of my house at all..my face was swollen like mad~! cause my face to look so unproportional,like kena punched like tt..boo! and e menu for my meals today was really monotonous-porridge and bread! but luckily my mum is a good cook..my porridege was delicious..wahaha..

Recently I was struggling to make a decision on whether or not to put on braces..my case is quite diff from those common ones and is kinda complicated..my whole lower jaw was crooked coz of family inheritance and wrong chewing method since small..e dentist still dare to comment in front of me tt i looked ugly with this crooked jaw and my sis was lucky not to have e same problem as me,when im already feeling sad enough!

Ok..i admit all of tt but u dun hav to say straight in my face right..it's like rubbing salt to my wound..=(

Anw,i really felt like putting on braces..but it will definitely cost a bomb..initially i decided to put on,but i hesitated again..not only bcoz of e cost,it's also bcoz im afraid of e pain im gg to suffer for e next few years..urgh! So frustrating!

Im not sure if im thinking too much..but if it's not,maybe i shan't be cruel to u anymore..








Saturday, June 14, 2008

11:14 PM Y

Post title : Bintan Trip
You'll never know the real me.

Finally gt e time to really sit down and blog again..it's really not easy maintaining a blog if u dun hav e luxury of time to do so..haha..and i believe this blog will be kinda long..hope any1 reading this will not fell asleep!

Yesterday went out with ex colleagues-dennes,mike,grace and sam for steamboat at bugis..we just realised tt bu zhi bu jue we had already left e company for more than a year..and to thot of being able to meet up once in awhile to catch up and talk crap,it's really a wonderful feeling..luckily my diarrheoa stopped a few mins before our steamboat,if not i tink i can really sit there and smell e aroma only..haha..mike really shared alot of interesting facts and questions for us to think abt..maybe bcoz he's e oldest among us,so he's more able to share his experiences with us..and dennes bought snacks from japan for each of us..im so envious tt he's able to go japan FOC~! when will it be my turn to go sia...i wanna go hk and taiwan!

The reason why this entry is long bcoz im gg to update about my bintan trip! it was so fun! it's rather diff between gg on a hol with family and frenz..this is e 1st time im gg with frenz,and it's a totally diff experience..there's 6 of us-me,xuemei,jieying,weixiang,shenglong and weiming(xm's bf)..initially jing was going too,but in e end she got something on last min so she decided not to go..this incident was rather complicated,but it's over anw..coz it's been a week after e trip,i shall try to briefly recall wat we did there..

First Day:

After abt an hour's boat ride and 10 mins bus ride we finally reached our resort hotel..first day was just orientation and cam-whoring..coz it's raining and and so we din really get to do alot of things on e 1st day,so we thot of booking a mahjong set to play in our hotel for e night..it sounds rather crazy to play mahjong overseas,but yea,we actually did tt..haha..luckily e rain stopped in e early evening,and we booked a cab to pasar oleh oleh for dinner..surprisingly,e place was not crowded at all,instead there's so little pple..we walked ard to take our own photos b4 we settled down for dinner..was quite anticipated about e dinner but i ended up disappointed..and we hang restlessly ard and bought keropoks at mama's shop while waiting for e cab to fetch us back to e resort..actually we realised tt e pple over there were rather friendly..they were kind to ask us if we were waiting for shuttle bus coz it was leaving e place soon,and 1 taxi driver offered to drive us back to our resort earlier..i suppose it's hard to find these kind of pple nowadays..

Throughout e whole night,me,wx,jy and sl started playing mahjong until 5 plus..and tt tww was e only 1 who won e most money..e rest of us lost almost all our chips sia..Sadded..wanted to catch e sunrise and hav early breakfast but in e end e plan failed obviously..lolx..

Second Day:

We woke up and had our buffet breakfast at abt 10 plus..e activities tt we planned e day before was destroyed bcoz it was raining AGAIN~! Damn it man..we gt no choice but to wait for rain to stop while we camped at e hotel..luckily e rain became smaller and we decided to go swimming..i tink i did alot of funny stunts trying to stay myself afloat coz i CANNOT SWIM..super embarrassing can~! So happy when e rain finally stopped! we quickly headed to e beach to kayak and played banana boat..kayaking just reminded myself of e good old days during my sec 2 camp..e sea water over there was really clear! we could see what's underneath e water,though there's not much to see..sl said he saw jellyfishes,but i din see it..=( we kayaked to a very far end of e beach and saw really beautiful rocks..i wanted to touch e rocks and in e end we went round and round e rocks b4 i finally touched it! though quite funny but gt a sense of accomplishment..behind me tww was damn tired trying to control e directions..haha..felt rather apologetic actually..

e climax was e banana boat! e 6 of us gt to split up into 2 grps of 3..so me,xm and wm were on e 1st boat..it was so damn cool and fun~! coz i was e nearest to e boat,all e water splashed by e speedboat in front and its motor smell i was e 1 kena e most..wanted to scream but everytime i tried to open my mouth all e water just entered into my mouth,and it's so salty! and i couldn open my eyes properly coz e water kept splashing onto my face..in e end xm said my scream sounded abit funny and qi1 liang2,coz i cant even scream properly! we really hang on tightly coz we really felt like we were gg to be thrown out of e boat anytime! it's quite scary(to some1 who dunno how to swim like me) but shiok! by e time it's already evening and we went back to our hotel to bathe and have our dinner at e Kelong..

Third Day:

me,jy and xm intended to watch sunrise at e beach but after waiting and waiting we only managed to see e sky getting brighter but there's no sign of sun! disappointed,we headed back to our hotel and slept until 10 plus for our breakfast..before we left for our ferry in e late afternn,we walked around e whole beach and had more camwhoring sessions..at around 7 plus,we reached back to S'pore..

Im abit lazy to upload photos here..coz there's just too many..i tink my whole blog will lag if i do so..haha..so if any of u wanted to see any photos just go to my friendster acc..=)

The six of us...=D








The WitnessY



KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
I can't control the way i am,but i can control the way i live my life.
So welcome to my blog...=)


announcements;p

She pleadedY

-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
-Wish everyone to be happy and safe always~!

The verdictY

they pleaded her GUILTY.


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Xiaohui
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Chengjoo
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Dennes
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