Friday, September 29, 2006
8:35 PM Y
Post title : slacker
♥ You'll never know the real me.
To my horror,i had been slacking for 1 full week without doing anything,especially at night..my gosh..i should be studying instead but...well,juz dunno why,feeling so damn tired these few days..always going to fall asleep at about 10 plus..ha..feeling very guilty now..but..what can i do?My prelims was as expected,feeling a lil' disappointed..but at least my gp passed(FINALLY,though it's a c6)~!heez..but i do know that it was purely luck..i juz hope i will be as lucky as in As..same goes for the other subjects..coz i know i had not been really working very hard,though i feel that i tried my very bez already,yet it feels so different..a kind of complicated and mixed feeling that i really couldnt describe it..hmm..what is over is over..now i shld squeeze all my concentration towards my As..4 more weeks to the big opening day..i really wish it will be over very soon,at e same time,i wish time will pass very slowly so that i have more time to study..what a delimma..=(Today is my dearest good fren ah joo's da shou..today she seemed very happy..hee..happy birthday ah joo~and we muz jiayou together for e coming As k? =)If you cannot keep your promise,dont ever make one..you may anytime hurt someone by breaking your promise without you knowing it..
Thursday, September 21, 2006
1:43 PM Y
Post title : ktv
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Yesterday went out with my s20 gals to ktv..woah..simply love singing..though my singing kinda sucks..haha..it's been a long time since i went ktv and e feeling of chilling inside it and sing our hearts out was simply great~!but of coz my voice becomes abit hoarse today..yea..tt's simply my "retribution"..some of e guys came too while we were singing mid-way..it's quite surprising though..hmm..throughout e whole day in ktv,we still have climax-amanda and jackson were singing JJ's "zhi dui ni shuo" to each other~!but it's simply funny rather than romantic..though they are not couples,they were still quite cooperative..heez..Another day gone juz like that...=(Why does time pass so quickly while we were enjoying ourselves so much?urrgh..simply hate this reality..4 more days before school reopens..zzz...Recently my ears were giving me lots of problem..im kinda bothered by it alot..going for a check up soon..hope it's just a small problem..=)Live your life to the fullest..
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
11:54 PM Y
Post title : prelims over
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Finally...My prelims are officially over..felt a sense of relief and excitement~though it isnt e end of A levels..e end of prelims can only mean we are even NEARER to e As..urgh..whatever e case,e remaining days in the week.i shall enjoy e bez that i can, and i will~!when this week is over,we will have to start work again..sianz..well,although it's juz a short break(at least to me),im really contented, based on the situation im in now..seems like i can only have the chance to live more humanely for this whole week before having to resume our restless and boring days once again..Tml we s20 girls are gg to go k(singing) again~!and to eat kfc again(our routine after exams)..kinda looking forward,coz it's been a long time since we chill out together..haha..simply luv to chill~ =)Life is so meaningless without anything worth anticipating in life..
Monday, September 18, 2006
3:00 PM Y
Post title : stupid of me..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Today i felt that i was the most stupid person in the world,all tahnx to the SMALL mistake i made..i thot that today was supposed to be chem paper,and i prepared chem for the whole of sunday(including e time when i was watching soccer)my flu was so serious ydae that i almost used up a box of tissue..but i still carry on to study despite e drousiness effect caused by e medicine.. it was until during assembly today when eunice told me it was MATHS paper..and it is PAPER 2..e tougher paper between paper 1 &2..at that moment,my mind become so complicated but blank..i was stunned at my stupidity..well..but thanx to eunice's good observation(she caught me reading chem notes instead),at least i realised it earlier and i was able to read through some notes..i couldnt imagine e scenario that i was going to check for any unprinted pages in my chem paper when i realised that at e 1st page it was a maths qn..haha..anw,i was realli sad at 1st..but i got over it very soon..after all,i had tried my bez to recall what i studied for paper 1 and a lil on stats..whatever e results,i can only accept it..but i guess it's still quite ok after comparing some of my ans..hee..but it also serves me a lesson that i should ALWAYS double check with e dates and everything..well,tml is finally e last paper..chem paper..felt a sense of relief and slackiness..anw,every1 muz really do their bez for e very last paper..jiayou jiayou jiayou~!I juz hope luck is still on my side..=)
Friday, September 15, 2006
9:02 PM Y
Post title : my look alike
♥ You'll never know the real me.
finally it's a friday~!prelims have finally reached more than halfway through..it's kind of a relief after mugging so hard for e whole week..it's time a take a lil breather to refresh myself before preparing for my last 2 papers..e last 2 papers are very crucial now-e last chance to redeem myself for doing so badly for the pther parts of e paper..my prelims have been very disastrous from e start of the first paper..i juz dunno why,no matter how much effort i put in,no matter how much sleep i sacrificed just to ensure i finish studying(though i always failed to do so),my mind was a whirl when i started doing e papers..and my motivation juz went lower and lower each day,and it's so damn demoralising..ha..maybe im too stressed..or maybe lady luck isnt on my side now..i realised tt my time management really sucks..haiz..i guess what i can do now i pray hard that i can pass all my subjects at least..especially GP~!Do you believe that in some corner of the world,there is at least one person who looks very very much like you(in terms of looks)?i din bleaf it at 1st,until i actually experienced it~!she is my sis's fren,and my sis showed me her photo..omg..it's nothing when somebody else saes you look like another person,but it's errie but amazing that you yourself admits e other person is your look alike~!even my family tinks she look alot like me..so what do you think?hee..It is easy to make frenz,but it is hard to find best frenz..it is even harder to look for buddies for life..Why is friendship so fragile?
