Thursday, November 22, 2007
7:17 AM Y
Post title : Taking a break
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Hmmm...haven been updating my blog for awhile..but tt's kinda good this time coz this shows tt i managed to control my temptation to use internet..i noe tt if i start to use the internet for leisure such as blogging,a few hrs of my precious time will slip away jux like tt w/o spending a single min to study..hehe..but i tink there are jux too many temptations ard tt's distracting me from studying..rahhh~! Looks like i had given back my SDSM principle back to JJ ever since i left..lolx..
But what am i doing here then?heex..i only come to blog while taking a break from watching my webcast..so leisure is only secondary..and so im not exactly slacking..wahaha..
Exams are really getting nearer and nearer..i really feel that i dun have enough time to study..im so nervous and scared now..im really scared tt my 1st sem in NUS will be screwed up..i suppose e worst feeling is tt while most of e pple around me are already preparing to enjoy their year end hols,i still have to mug for my exams~!these are driving me crazy sia..i tink tt's why my stress level keeps going up and up..=X
Anw,my seniors are telling me tt's normal coz they experienced e same thing b4..haha..so i guess im jux another person being victimised under this phenomeneon..
Okie..i tink it's time for me to get back to my studies again..though i tink it's quite a little impossible coz another distraction is coming my way again-my bro was watching drama using our home com..-.-'''..
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
2:51 PM Y
Post title : my craving for food...
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I shld be studying now but obviously my heart is not with e books..and it's jux my only excuse to stop studying at e moment..jux now i tried to study but seemed like my attention span towards studying was really short..in e end i din study much for e day..AS USUAL...
Today din went to sch for e maths review lec..i tink it was a waste of time for me to go since i knew i wun really pay attention to e lec..plus i dun want to wake up at 6 plus in e morning jux to go for a less than 1 hr lec and went home after tt..i thot it would be better for me to jux stay at home to study..but obviously it din worked either..it's really a sin to waste a day jux like tt doing nothing..=X
These few days gt a sudden craving for sushi..intended to ask xuemei to accompany me for sakae buffet..in e end,even before i asked her last week,i gt a really bad diarrheoa last sat..urgh~! all thanx to my "food indulging syndrome"..i had been eating ALOT for e past few days..and it's not those kind of healthy food lorz.and probably coz i ate alot of thai food last fri,causing my stomach to break down due to e extreme spiciness and sourness in my stomach..it's really a torture can...im not those kind of pple who have great tolerance to pain..i sat in e toilet for almost an hr before my mum scolded me for hogging e toilet..luckily my torture ended e next day afternoon..it's a big lesson for me not to eat too much within a short period of time..but i tink my love to eat would jux continue bugging me! i had to curb my craving for sakae for e time being coz i jux recovered,but i tink it's jux too overwhelming! ahhh~!!!
Ok...i tink i shldn blog any longer..off i go and study le..
Anw,wish all my frenz who's studying in NTU all e best for their upcoming exams!!Sometimes the more you want to forget any memories,the more you will remember...The more you try to recall or remember them,the more you will fail to do so..
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
4:53 PM Y
Post title : studying is tough...
♥ You'll never know the real me.
As i told ah sze,im gg to try to keep my blog as updated as possible..so here i am coming to blog e happenings today..but in actual fact it's quite a boring day today..din really have any interesting things tt happen..haha..but today i had a really nice chat with patty at e canteen beofre our bio lec,and we were talking about frenz..both of us were rather glad tt we actually found some1 who have e same frequency as each other,when making really true frenz in uni is a very hard thing to do..and it's really really hard..even though i dun have many frenz around me,as long as i still have my true frenz around me whom i can rely on and able to share weal and woe with,im contented..and i cherish e friendship alot as much as i cherish kinship..=)
Today my bro had my last paper for his O lvls..den straight away went for some job interviews..and he got e job~! so chiong in earning money sia..but at e rate of how he spent his money,i tink he really shld go and earn some money for himself during his break..haha..looking at him relieved from e pressurizing Os,i suddenly remember my younger days when i had e same feeling as him now (ok i know i sound as if im already old..haha)..but looking back now,i juz tink Os are jux a piece of cake compared to wat im studying now(tt's of coz..)..studying is sooo tough now~! urgh~!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
4:58 PM Y
Post title : An emo week..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
These few days a bit lazy to blog..plus got research and project to do..dun really have e luxury of time to blog..i jux completed my part of my project not long ago and felt really sianz and my head was throbbng mildly probably coz i had been starring at my com for long hours..wanted to watch my webcasts but i tink even if i really watched it,nth will go to my head..mght as well dun watch..anw,skipped 1 of my lecs today and rush home to complete my proj..1 of my rare times tt i skipped lec..but even if i really go i tink im not mentally there..so linhui and i skipped e lec..haha..
Last week was quite a suay and frustrated week for me..there were jux too many things that happened within that week,and too many frustrating things to list..1 of the worst thing was my lab mini test on thurs..we were required to determne 1 anion and 2 cations in a sample but e whole prac was a total failure..i cant test out anything or e anions..for e cations,i thot at least i managed to find 1 but in e end i was told tt i added e wrong reagent!!oh man..felt really disappointed at myself..bcoz of e prac,i gt no time to rush down to MPSH for my kickboxing..and i din noe tt will be m last kickboxing session until i read my email!!urgh..i miss kickboxing..it's damn tiring but super fun..and a good way of releasing stress..haizz..
Last sat went to plaza sing to celebrate sinda and shenglong's bdae..their bdae was on e same day..haha..so qiao..initially met at cini coz sinda wanted to try e teppanyaki there but it's full house and we needed to wait for 45 mins to get a place..-.- so we gave up and walked to plaza sing instead..we ate at e manhattan fish restaurant..my 1st time eating there..e food was very nice and e proportion was quite big actually..anw,we wanted to buy a piece of cake for e 2 of them and gave them a surprise..but in e end their arrangement was so obvious tt every1 knew what they were trying to do..and e funny part was tt e whole crew came gathering around us to sing e bdae song..e crew asked if we wanted loud or super loud,though we tink it's a lil paiseh we still chose super loud..but i tink their definition of super loud had a bit of prob..it's still quite soft actually..lolx..took some photos outside ps but i stil din get e photos..so cannot upload..
I hate e feeling of being left out..hate e feeling of useless..hate e feeling of dejection..hate e feeling of desperation..hate e feeling of helpless when some1 needed my help..and yes..tt's how im feeling for e past few days..been quite an emo week for me..hope my days would be better for this week..
