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Saturday, April 14, 2007

4:19 PM Y

Post title : holland v
You'll never know the real me.

Today went to Holland V with my s20 gals..but again,it's not full strength again..ah joo and ah fen were not with us..went to holland market and food centre to eat...initially planned to go a board games cafe called "settlers" to chill..but realised that amanda had booked the wrong branch..and it's full house today so we din get e chance play there..ZzZ...lolx..but anw,some of them thot that maybe it will be better to jux sit down and chat..in e end went coffee bean to sat down and chill as we enjoyed our drinks and cakes..chatting,crapping and laughing out loud in e cafe like nobody's business..haha..but who cares..we jux love it..haha..

This week passed very quickly..probably this week im sort of more busy,so time jux pass without taking note of it..but maybe it is better for me this way.. =)








Wednesday, April 11, 2007

2:18 PM Y

Post title : frenz gg NS
You'll never know the real me.

Today was a really busy day for me..kind of learnt a new thing today-using a photocopying machine to shrink an A3 map into A4 map..and this work is super exhaustive-both physically and mentally... haha..i nearly went bonkers doing that map..suddenly remembered my sec sch days where i needed to do map reading during geography...heez..

Today some of my good frenz went into e NS officially...feel kinda sad..coz this means that our time spent together will be alot lesser..but well,they are guys...we gals should be glad tt they din make it a rule tt even we gals are compulsory to serve NS..cant imagine tt day to really arrive..haha..

I still remembered when i was a few years younger,i really wished tt i could grow up faster so that i can graduate quick and start working and earning money..but now,i kinda missed e sch days where we worked and played hard together with our good frenz,doing homework together,went around borrowing homework to copy to deter from kena scolded for not doing homework,and of coz my fav was to sit at 1 of e corners of e sch with my buddies to chill and gossip..haha..

There's only 1 word to describe working life-sianzzzz..haha..of coz e good thing is tt im able to make new frenz and of coz money will start rolling in..but as u stayed in any office longer,u wld realised tt people around u are getting more and more complicated and fake (of coz not all,some only)..if u were to have jux 1 true fren out of e whole company,i guess u were considered fortunate already..and of coz as u grow older,money becomes much more essential as more burdens start pilling on u..haizz..cant imagine wat will happen to me when i enter e society completely a few yrs later..

Have to go sleep le..so tired today..tml is another boring working day..hope tml it will be a more interesting day.. =)








Monday, April 09, 2007

1:40 PM Y

Post title : Scar
You'll never know the real me.

Last fri went to Dennes house...haha...gt e chance to play mahjong at his hse...woot~long time never play liaoz..haha..finally got to play it after my hands are itchy for sooo long..heez

Today went to my cousin's house to celebrate his daughter's 1st month birthday..her name is really sweet-Hannah..he ordered a buffet and invited both our own relatives and their frenz..e hse was overcrowded due to space constraint..haha..we were e 1st to arrive and almost e last to go..Anw,heard from my cousin tt his sister had a Lasik surgery last week..after hearing e procederes,im starting to have 2nd thoughts abt doing e surgery when i graduate..haha..

These few days i had been thinking alot..thinking about myself..thinking about what pple said..esp when i read ah joo's blog and when she mentioned something like that-once there is a scar in you,no matter how you wish to forget,u will eventually fail..coz it will live with you forever..these words jux pierce right thru my heart,alot of things jux flashed back in my mind..i jux remembered how my heart once bled profusely,how i once suffered in silence on how miserable and painful i felt..how i managed to heal tt wound,and eventually left a deep scar in my heart..all these mixed feelings jux immediately surfaced..i thot i already forgotten about everything,yet after reading tt,i jux realised tt it's not gone at all..

and I thot i wouldn have to experience e same thing again in my life...but somehow,i realised tt im back to e vicious cycle again..it's jux too harsh for me to accept it..but i know tt's e only way out..what can i do?what shld i do?

Basically nothing i guess... =(

No matter how a scar fades,it will live in you forever..it jux serves to remind you of what you had experienced and hopefully you can learn a lesson from it..








Sunday, April 01, 2007

4:48 PM Y

Post title : Frenzz
You'll never know the real me.

Life is sooo boring without frenz...heez..

These few days kept hanging out with different grp of frenz...and it was really enjoyable to juz chill out with them.. =)

Last sat went to PS with my ex-colleagues..It's been quite some time since we are together again..really missed e times when we were together at BCA..Anw,we went to eat dinner at Ajisen and catch a movie "Pathfinder" at e Cathay Grand..realli like e seat over there..super comfy..haha..and it was like soo many pple over there..luckily there are enough seats for us,if not had to seat in front which i dun really like..after tt initially wanted to go eat supper,but coz it's gg to rain,we decided to play pool instead..e others taught Grace how to play and she was addicted to it now...haha...

Tues went to celebrate Bihua's bdae..had buffet dinner at Sakura,and she treated us (Thanx alot Bihua~!)..heez..though we din really have much common topics to talk abt,it's kinda fun with them around..haha..and after all,it's been a long time since we met,so quite excited to see them actually..and they really changed alot..all become chio bus liaoz..haha..after dinner went to Starbucks to slack awhile..and they bought a small choco cake for her,and plus another cheesecake which Starbucks gave us FOC...haha..so nice of them..but coz mi and xm need work e next day,so we went home early..

Wed went to JP to eat dinner with my s20 gals..finally gt to meet them coz i couldnt meet them e last time they organised a dinner due to food poisoning..went to KFC to eat and chill..and we tok abt all kinds of things..but too bad coz i need wake up early for work e next day again,we left at around 9 plus...

Today went out with xm and gang coz some guys gg NS soon..so had a gathering..initially wanted to bowl,but there's no lane for us,so we change to pool instead..and we stayed there for quite some time before sitting down to decide on wat to hav for dinner,and in e end decided on Kenny Rogers..it was a damn full dinner..and my greediness overwhelm me when weixiang went to buy yoghurt..haha..but it was damn nice...shld go try next time..after hanging ard at e esplanade,we settle down at Starbucks to chill and talk..

So during e 1 whole week,though i had an enjoyable and fufilling week catching up with my frenz,realised that not only i burnt a huge hole in my pocket,im starting to grow horizontally too...haha...

But still,i love e way my life is revolving now (except e gaining of weight..haha...)... =P

Anw,Liverpool finally defeat Arsenal..so happy~! heez..

I knew that i couldnt do anything to change my fate...I could only accept it..







The WitnessY



KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
I can't control the way i am,but i can control the way i live my life.
So welcome to my blog...=)


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She pleadedY

-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
-Wish everyone to be happy and safe always~!

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they pleaded her GUILTY.


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