Thursday, April 30, 2009
11:53 PM Y
Post title : My 2nd granduncle passed away..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
This evening jux received a message from my 4th uncle, mentioning tt my 2nd granduncle had jux passed away in e late afternoon today..only a few days ago my mum told me tt he suffered from lung cancer,and it's already at e last stage..e doc said tt he got another 3-6 months to live,but he jux left after being diagnosed in less than a month..it's quite sudden actually,coz about 1-2 days ago when some of my relatives went to visit him,he's still able to talk to them quite well...
Maybe like wat my mum said,"chang tong bu ru duan tong",perhaps it's better this way,coz at least he wun have to suffer so much..
My mum also tink tt maybe he's choosing e right time to leave..sounds rather weird,but i tink it might be true..one of his daughters,which is our aunt,works in china and flew back after receiving news about my granduncle being hospitalised..she has to fly back to china a few days later after today..maybe he wanted my aunt,and their whole family,to be able to see him for e last time before she goes back to china,and she wun have to travel to and fro..maybe he dun wan his daughter to feel too sad abt not being able to see him for e last time if she went back to china and couldnt come back in time to see his father for e last time...a loving dad still cares about his children even before he left..it really tells us tt parents do care about their children always no matter where and when..
ok..i better stop here before i start crying..anw,it's jux a simple message to all:
cherish your family members while u can bcoz they are e ones who love u e most,no matter wat happens..maybe they dunno how to express their love for u,or maybe they dun show their care and concern for u in e ways tt u tink they shld,but tt doesnt mean they dun love u..Rest in peace,granduncle..we will miss you..
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
12:00 AM Y
Post title : Exams time...
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Finally can take a slight breather today..from sat till today i got 1 paper each day(excluding sun of coz)...it's so hectic~! and all e 3 papers are my core modules,so my brain was really flooded with nth but chemistry..haha...barely slept abt 1 hour each night..thanx to a cup of tea every morning,i managed to survive these sleepless days..but i guess my teeth are gg to be stained like mad,and it's esp bad for someone who's wearing braces..lolx..
Really very stressed up during these 2 weeks..all my core modules all crammed up together,and it's very hard to balance e time to study all 3 sufficiently...and esp my organic chem needs really alot of time to understand and memorize all e reactions and mechanisms..and e fact tt i dun understand most of them doesnt make it better,not to say memorizing them..i still went to watch star awards on sun night,even though my org paper was on mon..din wanna watch it at 1st,but im jux too frustrated starring at my own notes yet they were like total strangers to me..and so i lost to e temptation of watching..haha..
3 papers down and 2 more to go...e other 2 were mcqs,but they werent be easy i tink..my ss module gt negative marking and my mid-terms were already affected by it..for e other gem mod,their qns were always very tricky,and 100 qns in 2 hrs means i gt to do abt 1 qn per min! anw,e other 2 papers are on next mon and tues,hope i have enough time to study..
Jiayou Kempatte Jiayou~!
Saturday, April 04, 2009
11:46 PM Y
Post title : HOT HOT HOT~!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Today is such a hot and humid day~! cannot stand this kind of weather...makes me so sweaty and sticky all over even though i jux sit still in front of e computer..this kind of weather also makes my mood swings easily..super sian..anw,stayed at home to do my own school stuff..got 1 essay due on thurs and i haven even started! as usual i dun do school stuff wholeheartedly when a com is needed..watched online drama when doing my research..haha..always wanted to kick this bad habit of mine but i jux resist e temptation..but of coz when it comes to last min chiong-ing,it will be a different case le..
This week was considered free as compared to last week..last week was really a hectic week with hardly any proper sleep..thot could finally take a lil break this week..in e end it wasnt any better,coz it was a depressing week for me..jux got back my ss mod result,and i din do well for e 2nd test..already screwed up e 1st test,and now e 2nd too..e more depressing thing was tt i thot i would have done quite well,but in e end i din..really really disappointed at myself..=(
Nvm..wat's e point of moaning over it now..e only thing i can do now is to buck up and study hard for e coming exams..
Ok..enough about school stuff..hmmm..recently a few of my frenz kept saying i changed alot after looking at e photos i uploaded on facebook a week ago..but actually i din..it's jux tt i went to e laneige fair last fri for some simple makeover..i began to understand e wonders of a heavy make up..it's e same rationale for some actresses,bcoz we always see them wearing thick makeup all e time on tv,tt's why when we see their real looks w/o makeup,we got a shock at e difference sometimes..haha..
So do i really look different after e makeover? haha..
Last sun went with my relatives to "shao mu"-praying ancestors..as wat we did every year,we booked a bus and went to e Mandai crematorium together..e good thing is tt we dun hav to find parking lots as finding parking lots over there is jux so difficult,but e bad thing is tt we seem so kua zhang as to travel there by private bus..haha..normally we always went there after e actual day of chingming,but this yr we went a week before e actual day,so it's very packed and was stuck in a jam over there..after tt went back to our house to eat lunch and some stayed to play mahjong..inhaled quite a lot of second-hand smoke,coz some of them jux like to smoke like nobody's business..urgh..hate being a second-hand smoker~! but luckily i stayed in my room e whole afternoon,so not tt bad..my poor mum and sis were outside e whole day talking to them,so i tink they had inhaled much more den me..
