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Saturday, May 31, 2008

11:05 PM Y

Post title : Updates
You'll never know the real me.

Omg..realised it's been quite a long time since i last updated..ever since after my trip back from genting,i din really have much chance to blog..got quite alot of things to update actually,but i believe my pea brain would have forgotten most of them..so i shall just try and recall e rest of them..

anw,talking abt e genting trip,it's really fun! it's just tt for tt past few days it rained for quite a while..so i din get e chance to thoroughly enjoy e rides..wat a waste..though i had been there many times,i din get tired of tt place..bcoz i just love e excitement tt e rides gave me,and i still had not conquered all e rides yet..and of coz im still waiting for myself to turn 21 so tt i can enter e casino openly..still rmb tt 1 and only time when i tried to sneak into e casino but in e end kena stopped and checked by e guards..super paiseh can..

e photos were not yet uploaded into my com,so i cant post it on my blog now..maybe if i gt e time to upload,most prob i will be uploading on facebook..

And i tink i gained weight again after this trip..kinda my 1st time eating 5 meals in a day! and we bought back so many local food back..best(or is it worst?) thing of all is all of them were my favs! great..now i got to really tink hard on how to shed weight before e coming friday..

Wednesday was my 1st day of work..so happy i got a job! all thanx to my dearest eunice..now i am working with her,her uni fren wanting and wanting's fren,jing jing..glad tt we get along..anw,i finally get some income soon..yipee! i can go shop for more things during GSS le! =P

Today was my mum's birthday..e usual 3 of us-me,my mum and sis went to suntec to shop after breakfast..my sis stocked up her wardrobe with formal clothings to prepare herself for her work at SGH next week..i paid for 1 set of clothes as a gift for her 1st perm job ever since she graduated..and my sis and i shared e bills for our dinner at Spageddies at marina square as a mini celebration for my mum..their crayfish spagetti was simply marvellous!








Friday, May 23, 2008

12:30 PM Y

Post title : Champions league
You'll never know the real me.

Finally waited till this day! Later in e evening im gg to Genting for e weekends..though it's just somewhere tt i went a million times,at least i still manage to getaway..im so attracted to e weather there! S'pore is just too hot for me to stay around..thinking of drinking coffee bean's ice mocha at tt kind of weather..shiok!

Yesterday was my 1st day of work at e tuition center..not too bad..at least it's quite an interesting job..got to mark e students' assignments over there,and sometimes i'll just giggle to myself when i saw funny answers(ok..i know i sound a bit bad,but believe me, im not e only 1 there who did tt..haha)..anw it's still a fun job,got to come in contact with e diff kinds of kids over there..some were really quiet,some were super atrocious..=)

Champions league winner went to man Utd! abit disappointing..coz i hope chelsea would win instead..thot chelsea could have won when tt christiano ronaldo missed e penalty..oh well,soccer is just tt dramatic,but tt is wat makes soccer interesting to watch! i believe tt mr "Den der Sar" must be gloating now..

And those who watched American Idol..are u happy tt David Cook won instead of David Archuleta? i wasnt tt crazy abt AI,but my sis did..and she was so excited tt Cook won..1 thing in common was tt both of us tink David Cook is handsome! but i tink Archuleta's voice is nicer..i esp love his 2nd song "In this moment" alot! if i manage to find it on imeem,i'll definitely intro it to every1..haha..

Genting im coming~!








Wednesday, May 21, 2008

10:19 PM Y

Post title : Shocked but happy
You'll never know the real me.

Wanted to blog since dunno when but just a little bit too lazy until today..stayed at home e whole day rotting,watching some DVD to pass time and packing clothes for friday's trip..today's weather was damn unbearable,even a slighest action could make me perspire like hell..but luckily i dun have to go out today,gg out at this kind of weather was utterly crazy..

Yesterday i went to 3 places consecutively for interviews in 1 day..sounds rather mad..but 2 of them were just agencies,so e interviews were a breeze..1 of my agents told me she got a job near Tg Pagar on hand and she would help me fight for tt place..if it's really successful den i can save on my transport fees again..heez..e last interview was a part time job at a tuition centre at Bt Merah,and i managed to get tt job~! im starting work tml..though e pay not very high,at least i still have some income..=)

For e past few days i wasnt really at home almost everyday..last thurs went to Tampines mall with eng soon for movie and fri met up with grace and wee kwang to help grace chose a camera..wee kwang's gf came along too..it's a little weird initially,but after some time we managed to talk a little with one another,so it's not tt bad..

Sat went to e Southern ridge with my mum,sis and bro..felt a little bit like trekking with all e ups and downhills..after e whole trail,though e weather was rather hot,i still felt so refresh..maybe it's bcoz i have not exercise for sooo long..but after tt we walked all e way to depot lane for Botak Jones..erm,i guessed e fats tt we burnt previously were "recoup" on tt day itself..haha..and on mon our whole family went to cycle at east coast..i just love cycling~! but it wasnt a good day for cycling on tt day coz it's so crowded on a public holiday..

Recently i was quite shocked by e news tt xm told me-yuefeng and peg are together now! still kinda remember in e past we always made fun of e 2 of them,and they said it's impossible tt they would be together coz they were cousins..but looks like e ending to this story is e opposite..after walking such a big round den they realised tt their mr/ms right is just beside them..but it's late than never..just like some1 had said to me: no one can escape from fate..im not sure if it's really true,but after so many incidents tt happened around me,i become more and more believed in tt..

Anw,i really felt happy for e both of them..Best wishes to e both of them~!








Wednesday, May 14, 2008

11:46 PM Y

Post title : Earthquake
You'll never know the real me.

Today went out shopping with my mum and sis..my sis wanted to start buying some formal clothing for herself coz she's starting work next month..initially planned to leave home in e morning but e weather was damn bad..had a heavy downpour throughout e whole morning..we only managed to leave home in e early afternn..went to Toa Payoh coz my sis wanted to return some library books(it's really been such a long time since i stepped into a library! e feeling was rather remote..haha)..im rather surprised tt there were nice clothes selling over there..saw a 1 piece which was really nice,but i din bought it in e end..abit regret now..urgh! but my sis managed to buy something though..

After tt we went to Mediacorp coz my sis won some lucky draw thingy and had to go there personally to collect..my 1st and prob my last time stepping there..sadded tt we din managed to saw some big shots(esp Nat Ho~!),but we still saw 2-"Sergeant Dollah" and Joakim Gomez(he's quite shuai in real person worz)..so shld be consider not bad le la..haha..den we went straight to vivo to walk around and look for suitable clothes for my sis to wear for her grad night..but in e end im e 1 who bought something instead..hahaha..

Mon i made some cheesecake for my mum as a belated Mother's Day cake..haha..it's been quite some time since i made this plain cheesecake le..nearly forgot how to do..but luckily i still managed to succeed and my mum praised tt it's nice! wahaha..=P




Recently 2 disasters had happened almost simultaneously in diff countries..e 1st one was e cyclone tt hit Myammar really badly,causing alot of pple to die and lost their homes..till now i still dun understand why e Myammar officials rejected foreign help initially..if they had accept help asap,maybe e death toll and e pple who suffered from cold and hunger would not be as bad as now..

the more current 1 was e 7.9 earthquake tt hit China sichuan,causing alot of buiding,schools and hospital to collapse and many pple,esp students,to be buried alive (Luckily e earthquake didnt hit Beijing..my dad is currently working there..im so glad my dad is safe and sound!)..till now still gt alot of them still buried and missing,and e death toll had already hit more than 10 000..after reading e news and saw those pictures abt e situation there,i really felt sympathetic for them..thinking of e young kids being painfully yet helplessly buried under e hill of debris,it seems like i feel e same pain too..and e pain felt by their parents,it would be unbearable too..today was raining very heavily,maybe it's just like wat e newspaper had said-e heaven is crying..

Suddenly felt tt life is really fragile..in a split second ur life may be lost just like tt w/o any warning..this earthquake just took so many lives at a time,even those innocent kids who still have a long path and bright future ahead..so pple,pls treasure your precious life,and cherish e pple around u..don't take your life for granted..life is just tt unpredictable..u may nv know what might happen in e next second..there are no 'what if(s)' in reality,time is never reversible..dun realise only when u regret..maybe it will be too late..








Sunday, May 11, 2008

11:12 PM Y

Post title : Happy Mother's Day!
You'll never know the real me.

Happy Mother's Day to all e mums out there~!

Today is Mother's Day..nv really go out and celebrate..intended to,but my sis said tt almost every restaurant shld be fully reserved,so e plan was off..ydae thot of buying a cake home but by e time i wanted to buy e shops were already closed..nevertheless my mum still cooked alot of nice and delicious food for us today..really touched sia..so grateful to have such a good mum..i will always love u mum~! =)

Yesterday went to wx's house with jing,sd and sl to play mahjong..jing insisted to cook tang yuan for us..but she left at 5 plus and left e 4 of us to continue playing until 10 plus..in e end i lost 9 bucks sia..but im considered quite lucky already,managed to minimize e loss during e last few games,if not i could have lost even further..haha..

Friday went to marina square to celebrate jing's bdae..coz almost every restaurant was full,in e end we split up just to find a restaurant with less pple and we finally settled at Billy Bombers..coz it's a big grp of us,i tink in e whole restaurant our table was e most noisy..even when we took a group photo almost everyone in e restaurant were looking at us..lolx..

After dinner intended to catch a movie but almost every movie started at midnight..so walked aimlessly all e way to clarke quay until we saw eski bar..since all of us nv went before so decided to went in for a drink..coincidentally some1 from e next table was also celebrating her bdae with a cake..and we did e same too..bought a small tiramisu cake from tcc next door and a group of "choir" from e bar sang e bdae song together with us..haha..she was very touched and happy though..and so we stayed until 1 plus before we split up to share a cab home..

I always thot u are still whom i used to know..but in e end i realised im wrong..Time can really change alot of things,including relationships and a person's character..Maybe it's a part of growing up..Maybe as time goes by there are more and more secrets behind tt u dun wish anybody to know..e only way to protect yourself is to make ur mask looks stronger in front of pple..

Or maybe i dun even know u well in e 1st place..








Thursday, May 08, 2008

11:38 PM Y

Post title : Exams are over~!
You'll never know the real me.

Yeahhh~! My exams are finally officially over~! =D

Today had my last paper in e morning..as usual,e paper was rather tough..and i faced e same problem again- me and e qns starring at each other blankly..

But still,i felt a huge,huge relief more than anything else after e paper..tt previous 2 weeks was really a torture can~! plus e weather was so damn HOT,it made it even more undesirable to study..im not sure if it's bcoz of e weather or e stress or both tt caused me to lose my temper so easily for tt 2 weeks,but just wanna apologise to anyone if i ever lost my temper out of no reason..tt 2 weeks were really horrendous for me,got to face with such tremendous stress and at e same time struggle to get out of depression if i felt i done badly for tt paper..im just so glad and happy tt i managed to pull through..

Oh ya..and also wanna thank those who encouraged me all e way during e exams..really appreciate it~!

Finally i can anticipate for e post exam activities to come..so excited~! and suddenly i got sooo many things to do on my mind now..but i can have e luxury of time to complete them now..haha..

And im gg to enjoy for e next few days before i go and find a job..heez..

It feels so good to have holidays~! =P








Sunday, May 04, 2008

2:52 PM Y

Post title : Exam period
You'll never know the real me.

Whew~! I can finally take a break after such an intense exam week..didnt really felt tt today is a saturday..coz today was my fourth paper, and my next, which is also my last paper is on thurs..so i can curently slack for 1 or 2 days..

Felt damn relieved when today's paper finally ended,coz this module was really tough and frustrating..most of my time during e reading week was spent on this module alone,causing me to neglect other mods..one of them was e mod for yesterday's paper..really couldn finish reading on time coz i only started studying e day before (even when i only spent one hour sleeping and other times i was studying)..

Initially wanted to wake up today at 3am to continue studying for today's paper..maybe bcoz im deprived of sleep e night before,in e end i woke up at 6 plus~! and i still gt so many readings to complete before my paper at 9am..i was so panic and nearly brokedown at tt point of time..but still managed to brace myself and went to glance through them quickly..anw,i already tried my very best for this paper..whether i will do well or not,it's really up to fate to decide already..

This sem was a really stressed sem for me..never really felt tt stressed before..e stress level was so high tt i nearly broke down quite a few times..though my exams were not yet over,at least now i felt so much better..

At least i am able to breathe more smoothly now..=)

I shall now jiayou for my last paper..and in no time my exams will be over~!







The WitnessY



KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
I can't control the way i am,but i can control the way i live my life.
So welcome to my blog...=)


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She pleadedY

-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
-Wish everyone to be happy and safe always~!

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