Yesterday went to jurong east with my s20 mates..it's kinda a class gathering but i dunno why e attendance will never be a complete one..and now esp e guys who couldnt make it bcoz they had their guard duties..but yesterday's was considered quite a successful gathering coz more than half of e class turned up..

Had pizza hut as lunch..it's quite fun catching up with one another esp when we had quite a long time nv saw one another le..we sat until 2 plus before we took a long time to decide where we wanna go next..in e end we went to ah fen's uncle's ktv to sing..i wasnt really in a singing mood..i duno why..dun really feel very high lorz..maybe im jux abit too tired ba..had been sleeping late these few days..but my mood got better after singing for some time,though i tink my voice felt abit choky while singing..and it's horrible..

Unbelievably,we sang till about 8 plus gg 9 before we went to e nearest hawker center for our dinner..e others went to watch movies while me,ah fen and jowie went our separate ways for home..

felt really depressed today..i realised alot of my frenz got alot more better results than mine..haiz..might have to work alot more harder next sem le,which is like quite impossible for me lorz..rahh~!

These few days dont have much time and chance to blog..so i guess this blog will be a super long 1..haha..let me retrack back to e day on christmas eve..

Yesterday went to my 4th uncle's house to celebrate chinese dong zhi..had steamboat for dinner..but bcoz my mum said i cant eat those seafood stuff like prawns and sotongs,i had a hard time trying to filter all e seafood to e other side coz my other cousins were continuously throwing many prawns in at a time..this was e most pathetic steamboat i ever had..not bcoz e food provided by them were little, is jux bcoz i couldnt eat anything except e tofus and veggies and a small portion of noodles..i cant even drink e soup~! in e end i ate a little only coz i cant stand myself eating steamboat until so xin ku..lolx..

Tt day my 3rd eldest cousin brought her girlfriend to our gathering for e 1st time..attempted to say hello but she kept looking at e floor..when she was leaving,i tried to look at her so tt perhaps if we manage to have eye contact by chance i could at least say a bye or something..she didnt..but well,i guess for a girl to go to her bf's family gatherings for e 1st time can be a damn nervous thing..prob if' it's me it would have been worse..haha..

Watched 881 at their house after dinner..tink e show was not as nice as i expected..prob it's due to e high compliments tt's why i had higher expectations of e show..but my cousin's daughter watched e show 5 times already..unbelievable..

Heard tt liverpool had to compete with Inter Milan in Champs League..oh no..though their opponent is tough,i still believe they can win Inter..i hope..e same unfortunate fate falls on arsenal too,who draws AC milan..hmm..let's look forward to these 2 matches ba..

Anw,christmas is drawing near..Wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS~! =)

Today finally arrived..Finally had my wisdom tooth exterminated..lolx..

Today my dad took leave to accompany me to e JMC..coz he was needed there to sign e medisave thingy for e consultation and medicine fees..my sis went too but she left early for her driving lesson..thot of having a nice breakfast before i cant eat delicacies for almost a week,but e ban mian i ate this morning was not delicious at all..yesterday my mum finally went to buy log cake for me to eat to shut my mouth up coz i had been pestering her for years asking her to buy coz i wanna eat..haha..sounds like im quite ren xing after all..or can i say tt we children are always regarded as kids in our parents' eyes?

Anw,before e surgery,e doc told me abt e worse case scenario b4 operating to get my tooth out..e whole thing was rather fast..was done after 15 mins..only e resting time took me more than half an hour waiting and looking into blank space..they gave me back my wisdom tooth and some post-op advices..wanted to upload my wisdom tooth pic but i tink it would rather disgusting if i really did..den after collecting my medicine prescribed to me,we went straight home after tt..

Other than slacking and watching tv,i did nothing else today..coz e things tt i can do was rather limited..lolx..

During e waiting time,i was thinking alot..i really admire those who aspire to be docs and nurses..even if not considering they really have e passion to do so,they muz really have e courage to become 1..1stly they muz be able to face blood (which was e most impt), and secondly they muz really hav e courage to help e patients and deal with every part of e patients bodies esp for e nurses,which i suppose not all pple would be willing to do so..coz it was very hard for me to swallow some of my saliva since 1 side of my mouth was totally numb,they had to help me clean my saliva when they wanted to change my gauze...i was very apologetic for tt..but they still smile at me and said it's ok..im really touched by tt lorz..though i dunno if they would talk abt patients behind our back,i really still salute them from e bottom of my heart..=)

Yesterday accompanied my mum to hong lim park early in e morning to do some detoxification exercise reccommended by her fav dj dongfang billy..my mum was quite excited coz he rarely came to an area which is near our house to teach tt exercise..was hesitating whether to go at 1st,but after some persuasion by my mum saying tt this exercise can shed weights,i decided to give it a try..haha..when we reached thre,there were already some aunties over there doing warm up..at about 7am alot more aunties with their children came along..and it became really crowded when e exercise started..

Anw,after doing e exercise,we went to hong lim complex to have breakfast..but during tt time i already felt nauseous.. after we reached home and i rested for awhile,i finally started to vomit..and i got a fever after tt..my mum still joked tt i gt fver bcoz all my toxics in my body suddenly rose up and so i fell sick as a way to detoxify..well,it does make sense..haha..

But it really felt miserable when 1 becomes sick (of coz)..whatever i tried to swallow down i vomitted them out after some time,including medicine..felt really weak and uncomfortable e whole of yesterday..luckily i recovered quite fast..if not i might have to cancel my appointment to pluck out my wisdom tooth if my fever continues...

My 1st week of my hols was rather busy..most of e days were occupied by my driving lessons..i hope to finish my driving asap..but i realised there's no point in rushing to finish my lessons since my test date is still quite far away..i went to bbdc for driving lesson today..learnt quite a few new things today such as reversing and crank course..it's so tough can..i kept hitting e kerbs..most of my frenz said reversing and parking are easy,but i feel otherwise lehz..maybe practice makes perfect..i hope..

On my way back rui xiang called my name from behind..once again for a split second i nearly couldn recognise him..dunno is my own problem with my eyes or is it they really changed quite a bit till i cant even recognise them after a long period of time without seeing each other..anw,we chatted for awhile on e way before he alighted at bukit batok..

Last mon went to west mall to have dinner with patty linhui and caihong..we initially planned to cycle but the weather was really sucky these few weeks so after many changes and everything we decided to have subway as dinner there..we chatted for an hour plus after dinner and we decided to walk around to allow e others who wanted to dine in there and it was already full house..though it's been ages since i last went to west mall,it still didnt have alot of things to shop there..haha..caihong left 1st since she's gg to USA e next morning, b4 me and e others left at around 8 plus coz patty wanted to catch her 9pm show..

Last thurs was a really damn bad day for me..initially me and my family accompanied my sis for her dental appointment,and my dad suggested asking e doc to help me check my wisdom tooth also..to my horror,when he checked he said it's quite worse and i need an operation to take out tt stupid wisdom teeth~! and e worst had yet to come..he also said my whole lower jaw was crooked and i need braces to shift it back to the right position, but e concern is probably even braces cant even change my prob here~! damn it..im not sure i should feel glad tt im lucky to have checked earlier or i shld feel otherwise as i always thot tt my teeth is alright when in actual fact it is not..rahhh...this news really get on my nerves~! i dunno wat to do now..shld i put braces or not? haizz..im so lost..=(

But before thinking of e other prob,i had my wisdom tooth to deal with 1st..e doc there was really nice to help us book a slot for my operation at e JMC and help us refer to a good specialist in orthopaedics whom he reccommended, and also said tt it will be better to plug it out asap to prevent my other tooth to decay..and so my operation is just next week~!oh no..looks like during this period of time,i got to eat alot of my fav food before tt day arrives, since i can only eat porridge for almost a week after e surgery..i know i sound exaggerated but after all,this is my 1st surgery throughout my 19 years of life..it's super duper scary to me lorz..=S

Last Sat went for k lunch at cine with germaine and xm..it's been a long long time since i last went for singing...though it's only e 3 of us,we still enjoy singing so much..it's even better for us coz we can sing alot of songs without having to fight for e mic coz there's jux e 3 of us..haha..after tt we went walking ard orchard..when we walked past e outside of taka,there's 1 to 2 guys pestering us for money..they said they are playing some games similar to amazing race and they nd some money for transportation..we din give them of coz..not bcoz we dun believe them,but i tink it's quite stupid to give a really pathetic amount (might as well dun give..haha) , and we din really want to give alot when they requested for $1 to $2..when we walked away,suddenly felt guilty about not giving..but well,sometimes it's quite hard to be a damn nice person as to give money to some1 whom i dun even know and who dun really deserve my emphathy..im evil i know..=X

Anw,while shopping around,i bought a simple t-shirt from e flea market ouside cine..germaine bought 2..after tt,we took a bus to opposite parklane mall to eat e famous selegie beancurd and you tiao..e youtiao is nice and crisy lorz..like it very much..hehe..we walked all e way to bugis after eating..we walked around bugis junction before me and germaine ate again..this time we ate e smelly tou fu at e bugis foodcourt..my 1st time eating smelly tou fu..haha..it really smells,but e taste is not as smelly as i thot,or rather there's no smell at all..of coz my mouth was super smelly after eating..haha..abit couldn stand it..we waited for e food to digest abit before we ate our proper dinner at e hong kong restaurant at 2nd floor..we juz ate and chatted there for e rest of e night..we also saw a guy at e restaurant who looks abit like qiu ze..we kept miao-ing at him and xm was abit crazy over him..and we kept laughing at his voice,which was so deep and soft..we still had to lean towards him juz to listen to him repeating e orders..germaine was even funnier to imitate him talking..lolx..e evil group of us...=P

These few days keep raining and raining..though it's a really nice weather to sleep,alot of activities tt me and my frenz wanted to organise had to be cancelled or changed because of this kind of weather..haiz..sianz to e core..looks like we have to stay indoors most of e time le..=(

Woo hoo~! My exams are FINALLY over~! The day that i anticipated had finally reached..haha..though im still quite worried about how my results will come out to be,as wat my fren had said-what's done cannot be undone..so why bother to fret over it when u cant change anything? I guess he's right..i shld be enjoying.. E-N-J-O-Y-I-N-G.. before the moment of truth comes in a few weeks time..meanwhile i shall use as much energy as possible to do what i've been planning to do~!

Hanging out and chilling with my frenz..

Go ktv-ing..

Shop shop and shop...

Finish my drama series that i've been watching halfway before exams..

Pack my table which has been in a mess for quite a long long time...

Exercise and shed weight....

And the list juz goes on and on...haha..

And yes..i REALLY DO NEED EXERCISE...for e past few days during the exam period,i had been eating non-stop..my mum kept making super nice and delicious snacks during these few days..e worst thing of all is i kept eating in large quantities but i juz sat down for long hours to study after eating without moving much,not to say about exercising~! My tummy is growing~! Rahhhh...I really hate that tummy of mine..=( =(

I love eating (if they are delicious of coz)~! i cant deny tt..and i still have alot of cravings to satisfy lorz..haiz..what to do?looks like having a diet is almost impossible or i would definitely fail big time if i attempt to do so.. and so looks like my only solution was to exercise more..haha..Do i have a better choice?

Anw,today went to SP for lunch today with xuemei..haha..felt a little weird there,dunno why..i ate e chicken cutlet rice stall that was introduced by a ch U show called "mei shi da zhuan gong" which intro e nice food in each tertiary schools..this chicken cutlet got up to 12 sauces to choose from~!Damn tempting to try every1 of them lorz..e food met up to my expectation..e quantity was large and e fried chicken with sambal sauce was marvellous~! the 1 with black pepper sauce was not as nice though..and we shared an ice cream waffle,in which e ice cream was super pathetic..and we also drank a cup of papaya milkshake,which was horrible..chatted there for quite a long time before i went for my driving lesson..It's really enjoyable just to sit down and catch up with ur own buddy..=)

It's not the quantity but the quality time that matters... =)

Finally~! 1 week of exams was over~!3 papers down and 2 papers left..and it's juz 6 more days to my freedom~! Counting down.....wahaha..

Though im relieved tt i had manged to survive from e torture of e 3 papers,im very worried about e outcome of my results..e papers are damn hard for me,while some of e others feel tt it's quite moderate..i felt even worst when e ans tt i compared with them were different from them...sian diao..i tink some of e students are juz as weird as me..we are actually quite afraid to compare ans with e others coz if ur ans were to be different from e majority or when u realised u gt it wrong somewhere after so much comparing, it was really demoralizing and our whole mind will be preoccupied with e wrong ans..but curiosity often overwhelms everything..and it's even better if u know most of ur ans are correct coz it's a boost and encouragement for e subsequent papers..

Maybe tt is why our life is so complicated juz bcoz of these kinds of delimma tt we often have to deal with in reality..haha..ok..i tink im gg far-fetched now...

Anw,now my mind was filling with stuff of wat im gg to do after my exams..lolx..my exams are not over yet but im already thinking of such things..but maybe it might be a motivation for me to study even harder..who knows..haha..

Hmmm...i tink i better continue printing my notes..if not i cant finish printing by today..haha..and looks like e spacing problem is here again...=.=

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