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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

3:08 PM Y

Post title : Sentosa flowers

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Last Saturday went to Sentosa with my frenz from queenstown for a sort of a gathering..but i didnt went there for long,reach there at about 11 plus and i had to leave at 2 plus bcoz i had to go to other places in e night..actually felt a little stupid going there bcoz i only stayed there for 3 hours plus,and i didnt get e chance to see some of my other frenz such as Peggy and gang...sad sia...but at least i get e chance to see e others,so there are pros and cons..i leave Sentosa together with my bez fren xuemei,b4 we left Sontosa,we went to see e "Sentosa Flowers" which was a sort of an exhibition of different kinds of flowers..oh my god~!The flowers were so beautiful,as if i juz stepped into a paradise!even though i sound abit exaggerating,it is really true..e flowers there were so pretty tt we wished we could pluck some...haha..i suggest all of you should go and visit,coz it was truly amazing,but muz be fast coz it's going to end soon...

Today i had my PC(Physical Conditioning) which is sort of PE...we were so lucky to have such a great PC teacher around...he is very lenient with us,at 1st he told us to run 2 rounds in lane 8 but we beg him and he allowed us to run in lane 2 and 3 and we can jog as slow as we want...then we did some sit-ups,half-squat and stuff...he is a realli nice and fun teacher,not fierce at all...thanx to him,we had e most interesting PC lesson we ever had...hope our PC can be taught by him every lesson..

Actually,these few days i feel rather depressed,i oso dunno why,mayb bcoz i was still thinking about e same incident over and over again,plus some other stuff that i juz knew recently,it's enough to cause me to break down even more...life seems so miserable for mi during these few days,i felt so emotionally and mentally sick,cant really concentrate on certain things nowadays...sianz...now when im alone,i keep pondering about alot of things which i cant realli get it off my mind,it was really a big burden for me to handle...i know i should juz let go of all those stuff,but my mind isnt a computer,i cant juz press delete and they disappear immediately..time heals all things,i believe i will be able to 4get as quickly as possible and get on with my life,as happy as can be...

about 10 more days to taking back our O'level result,felt quite stressful actually,i realli hope i can pass my english,no matter is it a C6 or an A1 which i tink is absolutely impossible,as long as i can pass,i will truly be contented,but of coz i hope my grades for other subjects wont disappoint me,hope i can get at least 2-3 A1s...shall pray hard for myself,and for others too...hope everybody can get e results we all expected ourselves to get~!Good luck~!

One's heart is like a lift,we muz open e lift doors and allow some people to get out in order to allow some other people to get into the lift..

The WitnessY

KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
I can't control the way i am,but i can control the way i live my life.
So welcome to my blog...=)

announcements;p

She pleadedY

-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
-Wish everyone to be happy and safe always~!

The verdictY

they pleaded her GUILTY.

The judgesY

Peggy
Xiaohui
Yuko
Chengjoo
Esther
Class blog
Kaiting
Sze Hui
Grace
Dennes
Hwee Fen

The FOOTSTEPSY

The SIRENSY

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Her thanksY

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