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Saturday, November 18, 2006

12:20 AM Y

Post title : As are over~!

♥ You'll never know the real me.

hurr..my As are finally over and done with~!felt a really huge huge sense of relief..after a few months of torture and grilling,i finally have my real freedom back..haha..it's been a long time since i have this kind of feeling-too free that i din know what i should really do..hmm..my next thing to do is to find a job..or maybe even learning to drive..cool~~

well,my As were a lil disastrous though:
--my gp has alwaes been that weak..now that e paper 2 was tough...
--my maths were fine,but somehow i tink i lose marks out of careless mistakes or those marks that i eventually gave it back to cambridge
--my physics was tough enough to make me complain the whole day..yea.."how shall we define e radian?"
--my chem was ok,but e same problem as maths..haha..
was kinda worried abt what results im gg to get..haizz..but now...i really feel so damn happy and relax that it's over, rather than worried~haha..whatever..

In a blink of an eye,i managed to survive e 2 short but tough years in jj..although i din really participate in much school activities,it's been a fruitful 2 years juz being with my frenz and classmates..now that all the things we did,ate,played like crazy,talked,laughed about and the many lil moments that happened in and out of school are soon going to be juz another part of my memory..thinking of it..it's quite saddening..yet im really grateful that im able to be in such a good and bonded class..after all,it's not easy for strangers from all over Singapore to bond so well within 1 plus years...=)

i guess,every1,like me,is starting to think about our own future..sounds quite serious..but well it's kinda true..we(maybe except e guys who are gg to NS) are probably standing at a crossroad where we make our decision on where we decide to walk down..hmmm..i realised that sometimes our ambition that we decide in e past were becoming more and more infeasible as we grow older..perhaps that is what "realistic" really means..it's not just about what our interest is but also our capability of achieving it..haizz..

looks like i have use so much of my brain today thinking of soo many things..well,let's juz take one step at a time..maybe as time goes on,i may be able to know what i really want in life..=)

Many things aren't unchangeable,you just lack the courage to change them..

The WitnessY

KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
I can't control the way i am,but i can control the way i live my life.
So welcome to my blog...=)

announcements;p

She pleadedY

-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
-Wish everyone to be happy and safe always~!

The verdictY

they pleaded her GUILTY.

The judgesY

Peggy
Xiaohui
Yuko
Chengjoo
Esther
Class blog
Kaiting
Sze Hui
Grace
Dennes
Hwee Fen

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