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Saturday, March 03, 2007

4:15 PM Y

Post title : A level results

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Today was an extremely emotional day..my feelings were fluctuating madly..

Morning i went for work as usual..had to work half day only coz was gg back jj to get back my A level results..was feeling so damn nervous about it..luckily there were quite alot of things to do,that's why i din really had e time to think about it too much..had to run errands for my colleague and e phone calls were continuously coming in like crazy..was kinda busy throughout e whole morning..

but as time was getting nearer and nearer to 230,i started to feel stressed about how i fared and everything..my mind was in a whirl..yet on e way to jj,i was really very tired and actually fell asleep while standing in e mrt.haha..

had my satisfying lunch with my jc mates..i finally got to eat e bee hoon i missed soo much..heez..while my other frenz had no appetite,i was gobbling away e bee hoon coz i was too hungry..

As we sat in e hall,and uncle koh was showing us e percentage of e various subject and e students who scored very well,my heart sank when i saw e % of e pple who passed and those who scored btw A1-B3 were very low..but was really happy for ah sze when we knew she scored triple A as her name was shown in e list..congrats ah sze~!

my nervousness became stronger as i was getting nearer and nearer to my CT..some of my frenz standing beside me started to cry due to nervousness..we tried to console one another to ease their nervousness..

When i finally took my results,my heart felt totally relieved to e extent tt my mind was a total blank..couldnt really process anything tt comes to my mind..suddenly i felt that all e hard work and effort tt i put in during e 2 years of struggle in jj had finally paid off today..and it marks e end of my jc life..i had finished e 2 years in jc in which pple alwaes say is e toughest education path to overcome and i din disappoint myself..yes,e one and only word to describe my current feeling-relieved..

Many people cried today-some were tears of joy,while others were tears of disappointment..but i din cry,i dunno why..when i saw them crying,felt a moment of sadness inside me..felt like crying too,yet no tears drip out of my eyes..my heart was filled with sadness and relieveness at e same time..well,maybe my heart was stronger to handle this situation..but somehow,i would rather cry my hearts out than to suppress e feelings inside me..

Anyway,i congrats those who gt good grades or grades that they desired~!as for those who were disappointed with their results,dun give up..life is filled with opportunities and alternatives..maybe u might even find something tt u are more interested,contented and happy with..and having a more meaningful and successful life..well,who knows?Life is jux tt unpredictable..

well,of coz..if it's me,im not sure if im tt optimistic after all..but i really hope all of u are more optimistic than i thot.. =)

Anyway, i hereby wish everyone all e bez for your future endeavours~! Future lies in our own hands, so it depends on how u want it to be.. =)

I believe miracles do happen in life..

The WitnessY

KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
I can't control the way i am,but i can control the way i live my life.
So welcome to my blog...=)

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She pleadedY

-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
-Wish everyone to be happy and safe always~!

The verdictY

they pleaded her GUILTY.

The judgesY

Peggy
Xiaohui
Yuko
Chengjoo
Esther
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Kaiting
Sze Hui
Grace
Dennes
Hwee Fen

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