Last fri went to Dennes house...haha...gt e chance to play mahjong at his hse...woot~long time never play liaoz..haha..finally got to play it after my hands are itchy for sooo long..heez

Today went to my cousin's house to celebrate his daughter's 1st month birthday..her name is really sweet-Hannah..he ordered a buffet and invited both our own relatives and their frenz..e hse was overcrowded due to space constraint..haha..we were e 1st to arrive and almost e last to go..Anw,heard from my cousin tt his sister had a Lasik surgery last week..after hearing e procederes,im starting to have 2nd thoughts abt doing e surgery when i graduate..haha..

These few days i had been thinking alot..thinking about myself..thinking about what pple said..esp when i read ah joo's blog and when she mentioned something like that-once there is a scar in you,no matter how you wish to forget,u will eventually fail..coz it will live with you forever..these words jux pierce right thru my heart,alot of things jux flashed back in my mind..i jux remembered how my heart once bled profusely,how i once suffered in silence on how miserable and painful i felt..how i managed to heal tt wound,and eventually left a deep scar in my heart..all these mixed feelings jux immediately surfaced..i thot i already forgotten about everything,yet after reading tt,i jux realised tt it's not gone at all..

and I thot i wouldn have to experience e same thing again in my life...but somehow,i realised tt im back to e vicious cycle again..it's jux too harsh for me to accept it..but i know tt's e only way out..what can i do?what shld i do?

Basically nothing i guess... =(

No matter how a scar fades,it will live in you forever..it jux serves to remind you of what you had experienced and hopefully you can learn a lesson from it..

KAI YAN
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
Nobody's ever perfect.
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-My 3-4 yrs in NUS will be a smooth-sailing yet exciting one..
-Graduate with a Bachelor degree with merit..
-Have more gatherings pls~!
-To be able to go to Anfield~!
-To meet Steven Gerrard in real person/have his autograph~
-To find my prince charming whom i can spend my life with..
-To shop shop and shop for more clothes and shoes~!
-Perm my hair~!
-See snow for at least once..
-Go for Lasik Surgery
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