Tuesday, November 06, 2007
4:58 PM Y
Post title : An emo week..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
These few days a bit lazy to blog..plus got research and project to do..dun really have e luxury of time to blog..i jux completed my part of my project not long ago and felt really sianz and my head was throbbng mildly probably coz i had been starring at my com for long hours..wanted to watch my webcasts but i tink even if i really watched it,nth will go to my head..mght as well dun watch..anw,skipped 1 of my lecs today and rush home to complete my proj..1 of my rare times tt i skipped lec..but even if i really go i tink im not mentally there..so linhui and i skipped e lec..haha..
Last week was quite a suay and frustrated week for me..there were jux too many things that happened within that week,and too many frustrating things to list..1 of the worst thing was my lab mini test on thurs..we were required to determne 1 anion and 2 cations in a sample but e whole prac was a total failure..i cant test out anything or e anions..for e cations,i thot at least i managed to find 1 but in e end i was told tt i added e wrong reagent!!oh man..felt really disappointed at myself..bcoz of e prac,i gt no time to rush down to MPSH for my kickboxing..and i din noe tt will be m last kickboxing session until i read my email!!urgh..i miss kickboxing..it's damn tiring but super fun..and a good way of releasing stress..haizz..
Last sat went to plaza sing to celebrate sinda and shenglong's bdae..their bdae was on e same day..haha..so qiao..initially met at cini coz sinda wanted to try e teppanyaki there but it's full house and we needed to wait for 45 mins to get a place..-.- so we gave up and walked to plaza sing instead..we ate at e manhattan fish restaurant..my 1st time eating there..e food was very nice and e proportion was quite big actually..anw,we wanted to buy a piece of cake for e 2 of them and gave them a surprise..but in e end their arrangement was so obvious tt every1 knew what they were trying to do..and e funny part was tt e whole crew came gathering around us to sing e bdae song..e crew asked if we wanted loud or super loud,though we tink it's a lil paiseh we still chose super loud..but i tink their definition of super loud had a bit of prob..it's still quite soft actually..lolx..took some photos outside ps but i stil din get e photos..so cannot upload..
I hate e feeling of being left out..hate e feeling of useless..hate e feeling of dejection..hate e feeling of desperation..hate e feeling of helpless when some1 needed my help..and yes..tt's how im feeling for e past few days..been quite an emo week for me..hope my days would be better for this week..
